Pretending.

Its gng to be a month since i last log in this blogger. I guess i'll have more time to update this space now. Had my first virgin trip to St james powerhouse on Wed night. I swear i was super nervous and afraid lo. Keep on memorizing Annabella's ic non-stop haha! I want to be 18 so badly, hate the feeling of 'scare bouncer don't let me in' . Chanced upon Pohweekiat and marcus there hehe! Luckily i've my darling Daphne with me if not i cfm scare till dk what. Like suagu righttttttt. :( Left arnd 2plus bc Hanwei got drunk. Waiting for others to eat smth and cabbed home with Annabella and Pinky as they overnight at my house. Slept arnd 4AM and wake up at 9AM. All of us prepare for work and bus to work tgt with Annabella. :)

Everything ended for real this time. 8months, although its short but there's still feeling lingering arnd. I choosed this decision, i shouldn't be here whining. I dk for what fuck i pretend to be so heartless towards you. I can only blame myself for being so stunborn. I'm sorry for complaining how bad you're on web each time we quarrel. But i didn't apprciatie all the things you done for me. All i hope is you'd lead a better life. I hope you can move on and forget about us, because i won't be looking back this time round. Time heals everything ..


My sweetheart Daphne haha!