Its hard to stay strong, when everything is going against you.

Can't stop missing secondary school life, because i guess that's the best part of my life. Miss running to school bc i'm late. Miss sleeping in class. Miss chatting with classmates everyday. Miss those h2h talk i had with some girls. Miss running arnd the school chasing friends. Miss having detention. Miss sitting in the boring assembly. Miss doing cheers with my classmates. Miss having recess with my friends everyday. Miss gng to 4-8 during recess for poker. Miss skipping EL class just to play poker. Miss all the teachers that once taught me before. Miss having extra lessons. Miss studying tgt with my friends before O lvl. Miss how we make fun of our friends. Miss seeing my friends from Mon-Fri without fail. Miss eating cup noodles after school. Miss rushing back to school for extra lesson. Miss those birthday surprises. Miss those concerns i get from all my friends. Miss gng against teachers we dislike. Miss those jiao stunt we do. Miss joking arnd with my friends. Miss having so many great friends arnd me. Miss celebrating Children Days. Miss waking up early in the morning preparing for school. Miss wearing Regent school uniform. Miss having PE lessons. Miss laughing as a big group. Miss teasing others. Miss those paper ball war. Miss playing catching in school. Miss those 'fight' with friends. Miss hiding others stuff. Miss being a kid like this. Miss how closed we ALL used to be. Can i go back to 2007-2010? Because life seems great back then.

2011 sucks much. I lost so many close friends of mine who used to be so close to me once.

Can 2012 be better? I'll appreciate if you could make my days better for i know its impossible to go back to 2007-2010.